The Devil's Son (Poem)

You sit there with a bottle of beer and a line of coke

Walking around like the victim, poor me poor me

On the outside you look like an Angel but on the inside your heart is evil

So evil you get pleasure out of my pain, now because of you I’m so insane

You turned me into you; you turned me into the person I hate

And the person I hate is you.

No one ever hugged you, loved you, or held you. All the friends you've lost

All the pain you went through, yet you’re so selfish. you find me so vulnerable so pathetic

All the sweet talking, all the lies. You made me believe that you were good

That you were compassionate and all the time, you didn’t give a shit

Making excuses for yourself just because you were labeled with bi polar

That’s the reason you destroyed me

That’s why you laughed and made a fool out of me

You were addicted to drugs and alcohol

 That’s the reason you made up that you were married, that’s the reason you

Never wanted to see me

Now all I can think about is all the bad memories

You haunt me day and night Making me feeling like a worthless piece of shit

Where were you when I tried to end my life?

Where were you the nights I cried myself to sleep?

You killed who I was, you stole my heart, and you took my innocence

All because you only think of yourself

Now you sit there happy with someone else while I’m wasting away into the darkness

I think you deserve to burn in hell for eternity and pay for all the pain you put me through.

You never had any sympathy for anything you did; you just blamed everyone for how you turned out.

You always said you weren’t going be to like your father, but the truth is you’re a spitting image of the person you hated all your life. You are your father!

You look in the mirror and your daddy is staring back at you laughing

He’s that voice in your head that screams you were nothing, he made you feel worthless

So the one person you destroy is me, you punish me for everything bad thing he did to you

One day you’ll pay for all the pain you put people through and now I’m letting you go

Freeing myself from all the hurt I went through

It’s going to get cold and lonely with no one there, so what are you gonna do?

Light and darkness don’t mix. I’m light you’re darkness

I’m a child of God and you’re nothing but The Devil’s Son.