Dying Love (Poem)

I'm laying there lifeless I gave up
I surrendered my life to you
I took my last breath in your honor
My soul leaves my body and it follows you
I sit next to you, looking at your face
You look puzzled, confused
Wondering why I left you like this
You look down and see a piece of paper
A letter I wrote to you, I watch you as you read my words
And you read it out loud:

Dear Love,

I'm free from you now, no more pain, no more memories
Free from your horrible words I no longer hate myself
I no longer feel like I'm not worthless
I'm no longer hiding behind the mask
The mask you made me put on to hide my love
You forced me to pretend our love never existed
You made me feel like I'm nothing to you
You suffocated me with all your lies
You suffocated me with your denial
You suffocated me with your fear
The fear that killed me, the fear that tore us apart
I now can breathe, I now can forget you
You no longer have control over me
This is what you wanted, you wanted me I'm gone
You no longer huant me, I huant you
I suffocate you I make you wear a mask
You will feel all the pain you put me through
You will never escape me, you will never forget me
I will forever be in your head, I will forever with you
Never forget you did this, you drove me to insanity
Now I'm gone and your the only one to blame
You will never be forgiven, you will never be forgiven

Signed: The One You let Slip Away

The letter falls out of your hand as tears fall from your eyes
Saying out loud: I'm sorry I always loved you
I smile and whisper: It's too late now
I fade away and you feel the cold wind
Staring the the mirror....
I'm sorry I'm so sorry........