My Sweet Baby (Poem)

Words cannot express the pain I am feeling without you
I look at your face and my heart stops, you take my breath away
I can still hear your sweet country accent, that gentle sound
You might not love me, but I love you, you might not have feelings for me but I do
I miss your laugh I miss the way you told me I love you..I miss the way you would sigh when I made you smile.
If you don't want to be with me I understand, if u don't want anything to do with me I'm OK with it
If this is what I get for loving you then that's perfectly fine, you can go
My heart breaks each time I think of what could of been
It brings tears to my eyes each time i think that I will never carry your name
Or have your baby growing inside of me, if u wanna be afraid, be afraid.

My Sweet Baby,
know that I will never stop loving you
know that I don't hate you
know that my heart will forever be torn in two
My body is worn out from mourning
Every inch of my body aches from this heart break

If you want to punish me, then punish me I can take it
Know that I feel worthless, not good enough, unlovable, scared, dead, alone and numb
I don't know what I've done to have you leave, but that's fine

Its like I'm mourning a death
Its like the only thing I have are memories
Its like I cant breathe, I cant focus
I have to force myself to keep living

My Sweet Baby,

Please never forget my face
Please never forget who I was
Please never forget what I left stitched on your heart
But most of all never forget that I LOVE YOU

Love Always....