Tuesday, April 26, 2011

A Slave To Love (Poem)

Demons playng tug a war with my head
Laughing at me, tuanting with my thoughts
Looking in the mirror not reconizing who's staring back at me
Black circles around my eyes, my eyes are empty
There's no soul, no life, no way out
Cant catch my breath, my heart no longer beating
You killed who I was, you murdered who I want to be
The voices in my head say
You're worthless, ugly, stupid
Screaming out and no one hears me
I sit alone in a quiet room
With these voices in my head, driving me insane
I try to release the pain watching the blood drip from my body
Maybe the voices will stop, maybe ill be free from the prison you put me in
Its released for alittle while I feel ill be ok
Then you come back again and say the same things
Feeling like a caged animal I'm never gonna escape from you
Why won't you leave me alone? 
Why wont you just stop taunting my mind and heart?
Stop pulling me back and forth stop draining life out of me
Stop hurting me, stop getting joy out of my pain
Take these chains off my wrist and feet
I beg you to please stop laughing, i beg you to let me go
The voice i hear is your voice, the demon taunting me is you
The demon i love is you, your the only one holding me back from living
Your the one, driving me driving me crazy
Your the one who put me in prison,
You are the chains, your the one making me empty
I want to be free, I want to live
Just stop, PLEASE JUST STOP.........................

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