I'm Dying (Poem)

My body is tired of fighting this heartache
I have no strength left
It's slowly dying, it's slowly giving up
It no longer wants to keep going 
Its hard to breathe, it's hard be happy


I feel is unworthy
I feel not good enough
How much more can I take?
Will I ever be ok?


My chest hurts because my is broken
I feel it literally breaking
It knows it truly over
It doesn't want it to be true


Love is not strong enough to keep fighting
Forced to let go, forced to stop surviving
If I can't have you, I don't want to go on


Your love is my medicine
It keeps me smiling
It's food for my soul
It keeps me sane


Sane to live in this cruel world 
And shields  my heart from harm 
It takes me to a peaceful place
It helps me love myself


But you took it away
As you always do 
Maybe I was just there for you
To take you away from yourself
To take you away from your reality
It was just for you
Never thinking about what it would do to me


I'm sick to my stomach 
Thinking I'm nothing to you
Feeling anger knowing nothing I  can do 
Will make you love me


I'm slowly dying
A piece of me died
The piece that felt love
The piece that held on to you 
And believed it was forever


I'm slowly dying
Would you be happy if I did?
Would you be free of the guilt?
Would you finally smile?
Would you finally laugh?


I know you would
no more worry bout what you've done
You'll finally forgive yourself  
And be happy
I'm not I'm slowing dying
I can't fight this time
I give up, I don't want to fight
No more, no more


You took away all my strength....