Chains (Poems)

Crying tears of blood
Screaming, pleading, Struggling
For these chains to come off
A heart so black and so cold


Screaming out loud and no one hears
Screaming in silence saying PLEASE STOP!
My heart tangled in ropes
Jerking and pulling, can't break free


My wrists bleeding and bruised
From trying to break them off
All alone in a room by myself
Isolated from the world


Chains of medal holding me back
Laying on the floor lifeless
In a daze with no feeling
so empty and cold


The loneliness is so overwhelming, so unbearable
The silence I can't take
So quiet it drives me insane
The pain ripping through my soul
Dying a slowing agonizing death
The blood draining from my veins


My heart is skipping beats 
No longer struggling with these chains 
Too tired to fight any longer
The bruises hurt too much


These chains will always be attached to me
I'll never break free, this is my destiny
I live with these chains, I'll die with these chains
These shackles are forever
So its time to give up 
It's time to surrender
No more fighting these chains

It's Not Over (Poem)

Sorry for what I've done to you
Can you forgive me?
For you it's over but for me it's not over
I still love you but do you?
All our memories happiness and loneliness
Tears, smiles, cry, laugh
Please come back


I miss you a lot
As I've said it's not over
For me I'll never forget, never forgive
If you're disappointed sorry
I've cried for you
I've laughed for you
I've changed for you


Now I'm alone just because of you
Now I'm alone without you
If I die today, what will you do?
Come after or just pretend?
Not be affected


I love you after you love me
I wish I'm a grass
So I can cut myself
You're important to me
I don't know if I'll be ok


I love you, I hate you
My only wish for now
Is to be with  you


This 3 years had been my worst nightmare
With this life of mine
Everything had changed
I threw away my dreams
Since I've done this


I'm lonely forever
My sunshine becomes my night
My happiness becomes my darkness
Plenty lies, you're not here


I'm alone waiting
For you to come back
I know you can tell I love you
I know you can feel it too
But please don't leave me
Because you know I love you...