The Night Sky (Poem)

Sitting at the edge of a cliff
looking up at the stars
In a blink of an eye they formto your face
I see you smiling back at me
Its like watching a movie
A sweet love story

Our memories flow through the sky
I hear your laugh and all the loving things you used to say
It warms my heart like a flaming fire out of control
Melting it like a puddle of wax of a burning candle

A sense of peace like no other
feeling your presence with me
Being proud of who you are and what you gave me

Hearing your heartbeat in the wind
Hearing you call my name so sweetly
Feeling the touch of your body which calms my soul
Feeling your arms around me
The sense feeling safe

Its a beautiful scene of love that's so strong
Nothing can break it apart
The bond of two people make it through
Never forgetting what it brings

The stars will never fade away
Just like my love for you
The stars form into words:
"I Love you always and for eternity"
A great ending to a great love story
That will never die, holds on so tightly
Tightly and never letting go...

Words In a Whisper

I'm there in the shadows
I'm with you in the sunset
I'm with you in the clouds
I'm with you in your dreams
When life gets too hard to bare


I'm with you when your alone
When the kids are gone or asleep
I see you when you cry
I lay with you to wipe your tears

When you feel the wind on your face 
That's me giving you air to breathe
To help you go on another day
When you see a bright light
That's me showing you there's no need to fear
When you see me in your dreams
That's me telling you I love you
Everything will be ok


When you remember a memory of us
That's me helping you to never to forget who I was
When you remember the love we shared
That's me showing you I love you and always will


When life gets hard remember 
The sweet embrace of my hand helping you through
When you smile from a beautiful scenery
I'm sharing the beautiful creations that God made


Remember that I love you
Remember my love
Remember my strength
Remember who I was
Remember my touch
But most of all remember I am with you
I'll always make things ok for you


Do not fear when troubles come
because I'll guide you
Guide you to the right path
I'm there always and forever
Never give up never give in
To the pain of losing me
Because you didn't lose me I'm here


My departure is not forever
It's only for a little while
We will be together once again
Until then hold on and be strong
Remember again I love you
Never lose hope...

Precious Gift (Poem)

God gave you a precious gift
That you past onto me
To love and cherish
To hold close to my heart

A precious gift created in the image 
Of you and his wonderful father
I kept a promise to you both 
That I would love that gift always and forever
And I have never broke it

I have never lost sight of how precious that gift is
It brings so much happiness when I think of him
and everything he has to offer
The joy he brings to the world
When he smiles makes me feel blessed

I have never loved something as wonderful as he
Nothing has made me as happy or gave me such joy
He takes my breath away, gives me butterflies
The light he gives out shines so bright
It shines bright on my heart and soul

I sometimes have forgotten how precious he was and for that
I sincerely and truly apologize

My heart gives you so much appreciate for passing on 
such a wonderful gift
My heart feels so lucky to have felt such a love
And for eternity I will hold it dear to my soul
My soul longs to be near him
My heart aches for his love
I need him more than life itself
I love him and always will

My precious gift means the world to me
I will hold on to him forever
never let him go because this gift is my reason for living 
breathing and loving

Thank you.....

Suffocation (Poem)

Your Hate for yourself lingers in my heart

Your Hateful words scream at my soul

You lay it upon my life

Your anger rips through the wounds that you left

The look in your eyes are so cold

The ice of your soul leaves me numb

It leaves pain of pins and needles on my heart

The Strangle of your forgiveness

Makes me feel worthless 

Screams of your fears

Makes me scared

Your lies grip my insecurities 

My mind can't take much more

The control you have over me suffocates me

I can't breathe, I can't feel happiness

you think you know me by my actions

But you don't know me at all

You drain me emotionally

You rob who I want to be

Why do you feel this way about me?

What gives you the right?

Your love was pretend 

But your hate was real

how could someone want to cause so much pain

You drain my soul with your judgments

Thinking you know me

Thinking what your doing is just

My heart bleeds reliving this over and over

The same cycle of your selfishness

The truth is your just like me

But you hide and pretend that you're alright

But your not, you have your self hatred 

That you can't break free from

You need something to control

because you feel so out of control

Your bonded to your own pain

That drives you insane

You can't handle love

Because your life suffocates you

You feel chained in every aspect

So you run thinking you'll find freedom

But your mind won't let you 
You have s much anger, hate, fear and worry

that you take it out on me 

You make sure it's known

Of your insecurities 

So you feel some control of your life

You tore me apart

You broke my heart 

Your words were cruel and mean

Because your not happy 

You don't love yourself

I can't take this pain much longer

But I have to live with it

For all you've done I can't forget

and neither will you because I won't let you